Our little one is One Year old now. I cant believe how fast this year has gone by. She turned 1 June 10th 2012. I am amazed to see that since then, it seems that she learns something new everyday. I am a stay at home mom by choice. I love staying home with my baby. Seeing the way she explores the world is wonderful. Sometimes it would be easier if I went back to work. We are behind on bills, but I try and get ahead. It seems like whenever something is close to catching up, or that we get a break, something else goes wrong. I am torn. Because I don't want to give up staying home with my baby. I don't want to miss the firsts' in her life. I have been here everyday and I am not ready to give that up yet. But how easy would our lives be, if I were working again. No worries about money. No final notices. We could relax and live life. See why Im torn? Its just so hard. Adam was in a bad mood today, and it was of course over money. I wish life was easy.

Adam got a new job! He actually started about a month ago. He likes it, and its full time. Its a really great job. He just expects us to be caught up immediately. He doesnt get that this takes time. He doesnt understand that we have been behind so long, that its not going to happen over night. I do hope we catch up soon. I have been trying to do my share. I started a business, and I watch a little boy. So I do bring home some money. But its just not enough. There is never enough money.

Well that is enough for now. Hopefully I can keep up with this blog this time. :)