As I think about my life, and how I wouldn't change it, this isn't necessarily how I imagined my life. 4 years ago. Music was my life. I played guitar all the time. If I wasn't playing guitar. I was listening to it. I had never really had a boyfriend, and wanted to just live life.
Children! I wanted to be a mom and have a family, but thought it would be years from then. More than 4 anyways.
I expected to marry a musician and jam at least twice a week. And play at a coffee house.
I love my husband. I love my daughter. I love my life. I don't know if I love who I've become. I feel like im just a mommy now. No real hobbies anymore. I barely play my guitar and only listen to the radio in the car.
I don't go to concerts anymore. I go to work and come home. This is my life.
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